Millions of
people seek the counsel of psychics,mediums and readers looking
for the answers to the questions of their lives.
God knows,
I went to quite a few myself. From the local fairs, to the 1-900-psychic
hotlines, to the "guru" that a friend would tell me, "wow you
have to go see this person!" So over the years I would go to find
out what was going to happen in my life. Would I get that job?
Will I have that relationship? How do I get rich? Is he cheating
on me? What does God want from me? What is my purpose in life?
Why am I not getting what i want?
Often times,
I would get some general answers like, "well you are going to
travel in the next year"," you will be in this for a while but
your life will change"," your grandmother says hello", or worse,
"you are going to have a rough time" ,"you are paying for something
you did in a past life" "you will have financial hardship" "he
is going to leave you" - "you need to come back and for X amount
of money, I can help you" - and I would walk away upset, unsettled
and confused.
On two occasions,
I saw two different psychics that said, "why are you here?" You
can do this yourself. You don't need me. you need to go within.
I was really confused.
I started
to realize after alot of money and frustration - that I was going
to see complete strangers for answers and direction on my life
and furthermore, believing what they told me as fact! I was giving
my power away and by focusing on what the psychic said, I was
inviting the experiences into my life. Even worse, I realized
there were people out there that were using fear as a tool to
manipulate me to returning to them.
Sue Waller
and others, began to show me that, the answers are within. The
Hay House authors and others taught me about about getting quiet,
meditation, manifestation, connecting with my Angels, and guides.
I began to listen as this felt right. I began to realize that
a real authentic intuitive (psychic/medium) would not give me
answers or forecasts, they would support the energy of who I am
and tell me that the answers are within me. They refused to "interfere"
by implanting any ideas or notions of what the future may hold.
That is not to say, they did not see things in my future, however,
they would say, "sacred law means, sometimes knowing is not to
be shared"
It is hilarious,
as I would put all the teachers on a pedestal and give them all
the power, i would make them "gurus!". They would graciously return
it back to me.
I met Joseph
DeNucci, his energy just blew me away. This man is 'tuned in"!
I of course, would cave in his presence. He just looked at me
and say "Hey, I am nothing you are not" He invited me to knock
it off.
That gave
me huge pause: I thought what is he saying? The light went on!
AHA!
I began to
recognized those folks who understood that it is essential to
help others by educating them about their own gifts and abilities.
I learned that through meditation, if I get quiet enough, I will
have the knowing or the answer I am seeking. They began to validate
my feelings and support my journey. There was no manipulation
or fear. It was simply very loving. I learned that it is our destiny
to learn to live with the "known and the unknown", that we are
not supposed to have all the answers to the questions in our lives.
As I meditated,
and took more classes, my own intuition blossomed. I had to get
quiet enough, and the Angels came through. I began to see, feel
and smell floral scents when the Angels were present. My wonderful
teachers cheered me on the whole way.
I see others
today, that had no idea they too could connect to source, their
guides and Angels having wonderful experiences. It is so exciting.
We are all capable. We are all one with Source.
It occurred
to me that so many have gotten so far away from their own connectedness,
their own authenticity, their own wonder child that knows it is
"one with", that they seek help.
So, it is
my goal, to be able to help others, take their own power back,
and find their answers within, through coaching them and passing
along that which has been given to me. I know from experience,
that teaching others to champion themselves is truly the highest
calling. I work with my Angels and the Angels, Guides of a person
that I may coach, and help them learn about what is now, and how
they can begin to go within and get quiet enough to co-create
their own lives and embrace and love what is!
